♥ Sunday, December 31, 2017♥

Omg. Heart aching. This might be a sympton of hypercentilation or panic attack. The feeling of darkness engulfing me is getting from bad to worse. The heart feels like a hand squeezing it. Harder and harder. The shoulder is drooping. Something very heavy is weighing me. Neck aching. Jaw pain. Ear blocked. 100..99..98..97..96..95.. counting backwards is helpful. Thanks to a doctor from One Care Clinic. It saved my life many times. Panic attack has the symptom of a heart attack. That is the scary part. Death is scary. Leaving the loved ones behind is scarier or scariest. Who to look after mummy? Who to watch over my 2 cute nieces? Who to feed betta fish together with hubhy? Anyway it is just panic attack dah.. that breathless feel.. like no way to catch deep breath.. panting too much will cause too much oxygen in the heart and so lead to palpitation and dizziness.. the world is spinning. The vision is turning blur. Noise has nvr been louder and unbearable. The sight of crowd freaks me out easily. 100..99..98..97..96..95.. ouch.. painful.. i need to sleep.

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♥ Friday, January 16, 2009♥

Office 冷似验尸房，手脚冷得不灵光，
手指变紫又麻痹，双腿冷得没有力。
同事拥抱来取暖， 被说是lesbian 也不管，
总比冻死来得好，少了我们可不妙。

你们心里一定想，为何不跟admin 讲，
是有想过这一点，只怕到时更危险。
万一一调变烘炉，又会热得像烧猪，
难道真是欠它的，举旗投降他X的。

现在感觉很矛盾，即又开心又纳闷，
同事感情还不错，敌人仇家也不多。
就是system 太过好，train 我耐性和头脑，
在此我要谢谢它，没它我可没工作啊！

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♥ Saturday, July 19, 2008♥

My niece's biography :

我的名叫陈祝薇，今年刚满十三岁，
家有父母和小妹，小妹爱和我顶嘴。

再来介绍我自己，脸圆圆来眼咪咪，
最爱睡觉吃东西，吃喝玩乐我第一。

学校名字女皇道，103班最热闹，
老师脾气不火爆，我们上课心情好。

功课虽不顶呱呱，但也不算特别差，
有机会把知识抓，我绝不做井底蛙。

读书确实很重要，运动休息不能少，
时间排得刚刚好，每分每秒都是宝啊都是宝。

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♥ Monday, July 14, 2008♥

工作一天一天多，老板越来越啰嗦，
每天工作做不完，赚这薪水实在难。
七月终于在眼前，点八花红不要嫌，
千辛万苦等到你，挨多十天等到底。

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♥ Sunday, July 13, 2008♥

今天又是星期天，想到明天就讨厌，
希望能够变神仙，能把工作变不见。

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♥ Monday, July 7, 2008♥

做工做得好辛苦，看到office就想吐，
早上想着吃午餐，午餐一完想下班。

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